I grew up in a strong Catholic family, but I was a "Sunday Catholic." I went to Mass on Sunday, but the rest of the week I did what I wanted.
I loved God and I wanted to be a good person, but I was more interested in having fun than in living what I thought was a boring faith.

During high school, I had high hopes and had my whole life mapped out: I wanted to go to a prestigious college where I would have met the girl of my dreams and afterwards, have gotten a great job.
I would live in a beautiful house in the Chicago suburbs with a nice car and enough money to live comfortably.

My priorities were having fun, finding new pleasures, keeping myself in shape and having a solid reputation: but I was unhappy. I realized I had this infinite desire for love, for true fulfillment, for something real. I was becoming increasingly disillusioned with the false promises of the world.

Slowly all my plans for the future crumbled: instead of winning a running scholarship, I had several injuries; I didn't have the grades I wanted, and worse I was unable to get into my top university. I felt like all I had ever wanted until then had left me frustrated and disappointed.

I had lots of questions, but one in particular kept torturing me: What is the meaning of my life?

In the fall of my freshman year at the University of Illinois (my fallback school), I met one of the sisters of the Apostles of the Interior Life, Sr. Raffaella at the Catholic Center. She suggested a way to get an answer to my question: daily meditative prayer.
It was the first time I had heard that it was actually possible to talk with God!

Slowly I began to pray and through meditation I learned how awesome it is to personally meet Jesus. Through prayer I experienced a profound peace and an inexpressible joy that I could have never imagined before.

After an experience with the Priests of the Apostles of the Interior Life, I felt that becoming "an Apostle" was God's will.

Since I entered I have been confirmed that this road is God's plan for me.
As a Priest of the Apostles of the Interior Life, I desire nothing other than the sanctification and salvation of souls by helping others discover God's plan of holiness and happiness for their life!

Priests of the Apostles of the Interior Life

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